Or maybe Paris circa 1954,
a student at a small bookshop
on Rue Soufflot—
a boy or girl turning the pages
of a book I cannot afford
even after spending
the morning dancing for change
under Le Pont Neuf
because I am saving my money
to buy a clarinet
which I will learn to play
as well as I play the one in my mind
listening to Louis Cahuzac
in my room at the hostel
on Bd Edgar Quinet, where
before the war it would have cost
much more to stay the night,
and no one was ever alone (not
at Le Sphinx). As for such things
as love, maybe I have, maybe I haven’t
yet. But I will soon, and in Paris—
and what could be better?
I nearly forgot:
a M. Jesse took my photograph
today, for what I do not know.
Note: Inspired by the photographs of Nico Jesse in Women of Paris by André Maurois.
Nathaniel Lachenmeyer is a disabled author of books for children and adults. He has forthcoming/recently published poems in The American Poetry Review, Poetry International Online, Blue Earth Review, The Berlin Literary Review, North Dakota Quarterly, and DIAGRAM. Nathaniel lives outside Atlanta with his family. NathanielLachenmeyer.com.