The messy kitchen had become a story
I told about failure, each spoon
relishing the tongue
that licked the smooth mirror
into emptiness,
reflecting you
upside down. I could pretend
to be good. Now that the gas burner no longer
hugs haloes of rings of rice?
Without the crumbs,
the dish smeared with purple
blackberries and brie, the wet-
cut lemon, there’s no way
back, the path empty all over
again tonight. There is no
past, nothing before now.
The oven beeps. Let’s open the door.
Tyler Mills’s latest books are the memoir The Bomb Cloud (Unbound Edition Press, 2024) and the craft book Poetry Studio: Prompts for Poets (University of Akron Press, 2024). Awarded residencies and fellowships from Yaddo, Ragdale, and Bread Loaf, she teaches for Sarah Lawrence College’s Writing Institute and lives in Brooklyn, New York.