after Emily Kerlin
My mother takes us to the circus
in the city, a hard walk to a long bus
to a short subway.
I rescue a coin from the tile floor,
daring me so close to the tracks
that my mother,
whose sky creeps ever downward
(till she wears it as a hat)
has me already done in, fried
electric, gnawed by rats to the bone, stuck
there like capital letters.
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This penny lives inside
my pocket, delivering a soft
afternoon when storms
are predicted. It brings me
a good memory of you, my sweet
mother, enthralled by an acrobat
flipped from a trapeze, a man
on a unicycle juggling knives,
a lion gumming a human head,
marking time before the teeth.
Christy Prahl is the author of the poetry collections We Are Reckless (Cornerstone Press, 2023), With Her Hair on Fire (Roadside Press, 2025), Catalog of Labors (Unsolicited Press, fall 2026), and The Grocery Pageant (Nixes Mate, forthcoming). She splits her time between a small workers’ cottage in Chicago and a refurbished Quonset hut in southwest Michigan.