This grass so lacked of rain—
I can hear the ghosts
of my selves step with me. Splintering
blades echo. Snap
my neck again and
again. But I cannot see what I hear.
I am healing.
Family fallacies shape us as a silo does grain—
until gravity is sprung.
This gravity—the gift of my fifties.
Relinquish my skin to the earth.
Let it slew on off my bones.
I won’t hold on to my youth
if letting go means finally being free.
The distance between myself and selves
has never been so vast
nor the strike of snares so deafening.
I can hear the wholeness coming.
Angela Dribben is an astrologer and writer living in the Appalachian region of Virginia. She recently cofounded Great_Goodness, a YouTube show highlighting the good creatives put into the world. Her writing can be found in Orion, Split Rock Review, and more. Find Angela at www.twodogtarot.com and @Great_Goodness on YouTube.